Marriage or Breakup???

Some of peoples lucky will get marry but for those unlucky couples will breakup.

Both of the situation sometimes really is out of our expectation. Maybe some peoples think that they will breakup shortly or really can't stand for it but in the end they get marry or maybe some of them already plan for the future wedding but in the end what they gets is 'breakup' this word. So thats why this kind of thing really hard to say it and many things we really can't make any decision on it. In this day and age, me and chanel always heard about this breakup there breakup in every nook and cranny really hard to hear a good news from our friends. Sometimes even myself oso do not have the confident. If a couples half year or 1 year then they breakup i also would not feel so sad but for those who are already 2 years above and the suddenly breakup i really feel so regrettable because really not so easy want to find true loves'. I so impress Andy Lau and his gf which can together almost 24 years, we want to pass 3 or 4 years also like so difficult.

My cousin brother end of this year going to get marry congratulation for them but the moment they together just 1 year and just like too fast already. Many peoples ask me when want to get marry with my lao gong, i really feel shock when they ask me like that. Yesterday chanel and me got discuss about this question. I told het that better dun wan get marry so fast because their thinking not yet mature so i agree with what chanel said although some of the guys reach 27 years old and above their thinking also still childish. I think for those 27 years old guys and above should marry dy although their gf still young. Althought maybe they are childish but their age dy nt young is a times to build a family and born a baby this i agree but for those guys and galz which are same age like me still have a lots of times now we can see that those 27 and above the guys oso so childish then izit those guys still young like us are more childish??? Even my lao gong say when i 24 he want marry me i oso feel got abit early. Marriage is not something can be make joke is a lifelong so must think twice if not regret not our parents is ourselves.

OMG!!!

Yesterday night, we did not plan to go outside yumcha so my lao gong fetch me go his house watch movie, chat with his mum and drink tea at his house. Ard 12.45am, then ly feel want to go home. All the way back home, my lao gong tell me why my face looks so tired, like old dy and pitch dark amd say why i got panda eyes. In the morning, my mum dy told me about that but i not believe or maybe i do not want to accept the reality then i quickly compare my last times' pics and nowadays WAH!!!! really very big different. So my lao gong said i should sleep early, what lah him still dare to say it if not because every night i msn with him until 4am i also won't become like that, now i dy have the habits must sleep at 4am. Haih now really don't know what should i do and don't know how to recover back my face just like last times. Now only i believe what my mum said, galz should sleep early if not will very fast old sigh....now just like too late.

Actually this Saturday, we plan to go Poppy but some of them have many suggestion such as Cocoa banana, Quanttro and Obliques. Hmmm......bcoz every Saturday alvin will go Obliques meet up his buddies but i really scare tp go this kind of place. If they do not have experience before then is ok if take a looks for me i really hard to describe the feeling of the peoples over there but dun misunderstanding what i say i not disdain them. Mayb some of peoples have the interest to go there but for me really so sorry about that.

weird.......

My mum everytimes told me that when galz nt yet get marry better wear nicely dun wan wait until get marry dy then ly want to wear this and that. Haha why suddenly i said this, is bcoz last week my mum saw my neighbour who dy get marry last year. Before she get marry she wear like very 'cincai' and like do not know how to dress up like a gal even go to work oso wear like going market like tat. Then nw she dy got husband and got 1 child dy haha she wears earing and so sexy to work and makeup. I really feel so weird and ask my mum why she like that de haha my mum say some of the women want to get marry dy want to wear like that then my mum give advise for us and said that when get marry bettr dun wan wear like that we need to know how to respect out husband if nw still young and nt yet get marry is ok u wear abit outstanding than others ppl.

This few day really have many weird thing like Monday we all go out yumcha and suddenly my lao gong hp rang and he chat with the ppl ard half n hour and when he closed down his call i ask him who was that then he said is Mr.S. Haha for sure i will ask him what happen that guy find u then he told me everything. Do u know what the guy told my lao gong??? I really feel weird and funny what the hell of this person telling us sth that is none of our business. That guy tell my lao gong last year he drives what car, this year he just sold his car and buy Honda Civic but he drives 3 months then feel nt gud nw want to change to 1 Honda sport car and say he change so many cars oso dunno which car is suitable OMG swt do u all think that guy sth wrong plus he long times din call my lao gong le once he call my lao gong tell those nonsense things. aiyo if u think u got money mah go to buy loh what for tell my lao gong SWEAT MAN!!!

This few day i go out i oso must back home earlier if possible. Coz my house area got a weird man. I really dunno what he wants co everyday will stand in front of my house and looking my house. haih really dunno lah like 2day i help my mum takes all the clothes in then he suddenly stand and without moving looking at me make me really damn scare. Haoh really many weird things lah

Should I......

Yday night i so happy coz can see my lao gong. Sunday whole day din see him like 1 week din see his face really miss him thats y yday i so happy ^^ sigh but Wednesday he ly find me coz Wednesday he got exam haih nvmlah. This feel day my brain come out with many question marks 'Should I'. Haih really make me feel so 'fan' and dunno what should i do. Last 2 weeks ago, i went to the interview at Bukit Bintang there and the company say will cal me back bt mayb i too stupid coz keep awaiting their call bcoz they promise say will call me then nw i thinking should i call back the company and maka a comfirmation from them but when i think back like so weird coz afterward the company will think what happen to this gal why must choose their company why cant go for other interview but some of my friend say i should call but my sister and my lao gong say no nid call haih make me nw oso dunno how. This few day i oso got see the newspaper to see any company got vacancy sometimes i just think should i simply find a job near my house and just work only haih......Near got advantages and disadvantages oso mayb i go and back my friend can fetch me then i can save some of the money, near oso can save times bcoz no nid to wait those stupid bus and my lao gong no nid purposely fetch me like last time i work at Wisma Genting just traffic jam oso need 2 hours. Disadvantages is haha funny reason, if i wear so nice ah like going very far work but the truth is near my house ly afterward ppl tot i gila de haha so nw i oso dunno lah. The next is i find a job is PR and the salary oso very high and the location at KL plaza, and i thinking the salary so high the works sure very difficult to do when think of this i so scare lah and nw still thinking should i apply the job anot??? Actually nw i try to find a job is about events and exhibition looks so interesting but really difficult to find it coz all the location is nt convenient for me sigh if i still continue like that i think i no need work and no need go travel dy loh haih so fan ah help me!!!

Sigh sien

Friday chanel celebrate her birthday at Luna Bar, i can't attend bcoz my lao gong say want go to Black Holes with his friends ( soli chanel) sigh......so unlucky bcoz tat day is our 1st time went there so we don't know tat need to book the seat so when we reached there is dy too late haih so what can we do right!!!!!! So we go to Fun Ok cafe seem tat the night still young but we don't know where is it and we round and round then hehe finally find it so easy ly but we make the situation complicated. 1st time went there sure very curious to see those toilet bowl when we enter the cafe, hmmm we all got a bit disappointed bcoz nth special about this cafe and dunno why so many ppl. We feel so boring and do not have the mood to chat in that cafe haih we all agree Little Tree is the BEST because the environment can give us some comfortable when we chatting. So we ard 11pm dy go home. Feel so boring and so miss my lao gong when so early go home so the ly way that can help me is msn and phone cal until 2am then ly i feel a bit tired.

Saturday- Today need to wakeup early in the morning bcause me, my lao gong, lok and sue going to eat Dim Sum 2gether so my lao gong call me wakeup at 7.30am n i dy ready at 8.15am juz waiting them sigh whose know they delay the times until 10am OMG make me feel so tire. So happy bcoz when i refresh back last time we all eat dim sum 2gether really very happy but nw really difficult to gather like last times like that haih......So after having the breakfast Lok and Sue got sth to do meanwhile i go back my lao gong house help her mum clean the house, my lao gong mop the floor ( haha nw ly i know he know how to do housework nt bad and look so serious), his mum clean and move all the stuffs, his bro mop the dining room and me clean all the tables haha like going to CNY again haha. So we done all the things ard 1.30pm and waiting lok to call us go Times Square buy chanel gift for 2nitez her party. Then we wait until 3pm finally lok call us if nt i think we 2 going to sleep dy haha. So we start to walk and look, we really dunno want buy what for her, din buy pula like nt so gud if buy really dunno want to buy what. Then sue buy many things haha like dunno want to go where haha so we walk until 6pm still dunno want to buy what at lastwe plan to buy a shirt for het although nt say very expensive but better than we do not bring anything for her hope she will likes it. We walk until our legs oso pain dy sigh really so suffer lah until my lao gong sleep at Lok's car. The first thing i do when i reach home is wrap the present, take bath and having dinner. Actually sometimes i really scare got party coz dunno want to wear what, so b4 that i dy think want to wear what then i ask my mum opinion whether ok anot haha i give my mum ask me ' helo nw is poi chin birthday o ur birthday u wear so nice for what u sth wrong ah. haih make me oso no mood and simply take a dress and wear it. I dress up myself and dy is done at 8.30pm. At alvin, me and my lao gong wait sue and lok until 10pm and chanel is keep asking us when we will reach ahha dun woli we sure will go there seem we dy promised u. Reach chanel their ard 10.30pm and everyone is gone and like going to end le sigh......Then we chatting and sit ard 45 min Lok say he got sth to do so what can we do rite so we oso go bek and i reach home ard 12am. Tis few day dunno what happen to my house area so many police block haha u know geh lah although i din make things wrong but i dunno why i still so scare like a hell haha. I so worry my lao gong coz Monday he need to sit for his exam but nw he not feeling well i really dunno what can i do except worry and hope that God bless him!!!

b4 going to chanel party take a pic 1st


Me, sue, theresa, chanel and seline

Happy finally can gather n take pic, muz appreciate

not everytime can b like that!!!

( some of the pics will b upload at the facebook)

Sunday- 2day oso need to wakeup early really very tire. Din iron the clothes and want to go my uncle house to pray my grandmother by 10am then having lunch with them. 2day feel so boring bcoz my house this few day like renovation like kitchen dy, do toilet, then do outside the door there huh then suddenly my mum ask me remove all the perfume to the room juz for in case so haha i suddenly dunno y got the mood want to promote my perfume to u all haha joke ly. I feel boring then i take perfume pictures. After that go my uncle house until pm ly back, the 1st thing i do when i reach home is lying on my bed and take a nap. 2molo my lao gong got exam so 2day my lao gong din cum and find me sigh really so miss him ......

^^this is our perfumes

Nice and many right???

Bye bye will miz it

Haih the RM200++ de flowers like tat dy dead. My heart so aching bcoz i really love this flowers. My mum last few days dy ask me to throw the flowers but.....so i think 2day i really need to throw because all the leaves bcome yellow dy. I got told my lao gong dun wan buy flowers coz really waste money mayb happy in a short moment ly and like tat RM200++ sth dy gone. Anyway i will always miss this flowers.

Yesterday

Today more teruk

Yday like usual go Little Tree yumcha and we reach there ard 10pm, we so shock why today so many ppl until inside all the seat is full but finally we found a place. Actually this few days i dun feel wan o go out bcoz everyday oso headache dunno why will like tat haih really so suffer plus yday got malay horror movie i wan to watch if my lao gong knew it i think he oso dun wan go out. Then yday got me, my lao gong, alvin, seng and his friend. Haha his bro bring 1 gal mit us hmmm he say is friend ly haha dun care lah but when i go home he got ask me about the gal, ask me some opinion seem he ask me sth then i think......^^

Chanel birthday is coming soon and we dunno want to buy what. At first we thought dun wan buy anything de but when think back like nt so good so nw we oso dunno want to buy what for her haih so fan lah. Plus 2nitez she say want to go Luna Bar but everybody look so bz haih if we everybody din go i juz scare chanel misunderstanding us that we dun wan join her. Alvin 2day need to help for the 1 in a million show, lok mayb OT, my lao gong pula say got sth to do( MAYBE) want go to black holes. Everytime got what party or event i the person who stand center, i dun wan that gang misunderstanding us, i pula dun wan our gang misundertanding them sigh!!!!!what can i do NOW

So cham

Yday i dunno why suddenly headache. Maybe i everyday sleep at 5am then wakeup at 12pm cause me become like that. Yday when i wokeup at 12pm i dy feel myself not feeling well i tot maybe i hungry o hot so after i take my bath and having my lunch i still headache and feel sleepy. Haha of coz my mum will annoying because i wakeup at 12pm and 1 pm want sleep again and u try to control myself by finding sth to eat and play msn but the feeling not getting better at all so finally i take a nap from 3pm until 5pm. Whose know sleep dy my head bcome more pain and pain and i oso dun care i tot mayb will be ok later haih until at nitez i oso getting the same feel and actually my lao gong ask me go yumcha i nt really want to go but......i 1 day din c him i will very miss him so tats y since we came back from Hk until know he everyday oso come if 1 day we din mit each other really feel wan to die except he having exam. So we go Little Tree yumcha and saw chanel and mun mun. Yday i really dun feel like wan to talk even i laugh my head like going to explore so i do not talk so much on tat time haih.....so at nitez when i went home i try to eat 2 tablets of panadol and dun wan play computer. Although my head not feel so pain after eat the panadol but i try to close my eyes and sleep early haih i cant sleep at all until 3am ly can sleep maybe it bcome my habits dy because i everyday oso this time will feel tire. Until this morning 12pm wakeup sigh still headache nw wat happen to me?????

So painful and ugly

Today my lao gong wanna bring me go to wash face haha lao po pretty of coz lao gong oso happy. So w got recommend Sue have a try at the beauty centre there so 2day she purposely take MC to follow us but when they going my lao gong house i suddenly c Lok appear oso of coz feel weird and curious want to know about it haha oooo 2day Lok feel lazy so he oso take MC haha. So we go out ard pm and reach there ard 2.30pm. And i'm the first person to wash sigh OMG really very painful when the aunty press the pimples. Actually b4 the aunty pree i feel very cold at there but after she press i so hot. Although how painful i oso must b patient and finally is success to do it. Then is Sue turn, haha when she sit my place then ly she can feel the painful i had just know. All of us try to talk and make her laugh bcoz dun wan let her feel the pain, she press until cry out dy so pity gal. Nvmlah after that we will bcome leng lui dy geh lah like wat ppl say' want nice dun wan the life'
So i go bek my lao gong house 1st waiting he taking his dinner then we go yumcha with alvin. Actually i dun feel want to go out with this ugly face, even i go out i oso not dare to look up all the time just looking down really cant accept my face like that. Congratulation alvin start his intership at the 8TV and when we go yumcha he just keep bz doing his work make me n my lao gong feel sleepy dunno what can we do. He doing the translator for the newspaper and will publish on next week sigh i dy long times din touch PR book he keep asking me the words sigh so sorry alvin i really cant help u.

This is my simple day

Lao gong I LOVE U

Today is friday and everything like usual. Today my lao gong got class so he can't accompany me. So i plan to go Sg Wang buy a Valentine gift for my lao gong is alone. But alvin suddenly say he oso want to join me so although i dun really want he follow me but seem he say like tat i can't refused him. So he asked me wait him until he call me so i oso ok then i wait until 1.30pm and i called him, sigh really make me so angry he told me that 'sorry i can't join u because my mum sick'. Aiyooo if he really can't join me why don't he say early so i can go out early because after 1pm i dun rally want to go out hmmm maybe i dislike the hot sun shine down on me. I really damn hate ppl promise me something but they did not fullfill it haih so what can i do even i is 2pm o 3pm i oso have to go to buy the gift. Finally i buy a Bonia wallet for him but.......now my heart so pain because this month pocket money i spend it on the wallet so this month i really very PK i think i just left RM20 sigh. But although my heart is pain but i do not regret buy so expensive gift for him because when i think back that everytime when we go travel, eat and play all the expenses is he gave so now why should i feel regret seem he spend so much money on me???? After buy it i oso went back home......

This is the gift i buy for my lao gong
All i wrap by myself hope u will love it^^

This few day my lao gong's mother doing some small surgery on her finger nail so cannot cook so my lao gong having dinner at my house after dinner for sure we are going to yumcha. But 1 thing make us so shock is Jess invite us yumcha but not we invite her haha so funny lah. Then after i wrap the gift i put it in my bag without letting my lao gong know it hehe. So we go yumcha looo for sure is Little Tree. So we all starting our chit chatting and my lao gong today like so weird and something wrong with him, he asked me smoke if i want it hehe then i smoke 2 cigarette sometime he oso will let me smoke once awhile if he in a good mood haha. So we play and chat and without our knowing it dy going to 12am but when we going to bill, my lao gong's friend suddenly come with his gf so we need to sit for awhile then only can go home. In the car when reaching 12am we say Happy Valentine Day to each other and he told me that he sorry to me because do not buy anything for me in this time Valentine day. And i told him i really do not mind that u do not give me anything as long he love me, care me and treat me sincere i already feel happy and this is the Valentine gift and as what i said last time if we together happy i think everyday oso is the Valentine day. So when i reach my home i take his gift from my bag and give him haha he so happy smile until his eyes oso become so small liao hehe you are so cute lao gong. Then i oso see he leave from my house when i go in my house, my sister ask me what i get haha i say this year i do not received anything and my sister thought i make a joke with him haha and she look here and there then only she believe. So i oso take my bath but my handphone ring so many times from my lao gong like something very urgent make me oso feel nervous and though what happen to him. When he called me he said' lao po sorry ah 2day i din buy the gift for u but i feel so happy u buy a wallet for me and i really very like it.' Then when i say ok nvmlah suddenly somebody knock my door so i go to open the door OMG is my lao gong, he taking a flowers for me haha damn surprise so naughty lah him. I asked him where he put his flower he told me that after he sent me back he go back home and come again. Lao gong you really so scarify yourself thx. I really really love the flowers is a 'fire pink bai he'. He told me that 'our love will just like this flowers no matter what happen to us our love will still like this fire burning until forever.' He ah sometime really very naughty and funny this kind of thing he oso can say it out. He give me 9 flowers mean ' chang chang jiu jiu, bai nian hao he.' So happy when heard he say like that. Anyway lao gong i really love the flowers and thx for everything muackz~~~~~~

Thx lao gong, Love u 4ever

Nice mah????

so nice......

Today is Valentine Day, as what i say nothing so special about this day so in the afternoon we din go anywhere just stay at home until my lao gong wakeup at 3.30pm and he is so rush because he need to come my house by 5pm. This year we celebrate our Valentine Day much more different than last year, maybe last year is a 1st time so we go Federal Hotel eat our candle light dinner with drinking a champagne. This year all the couples ( my brother and his gf, my sister and his bf and me and my lao gong) celebrate the Valentine Say with my family and relatives. We all going to Federal Hotel having our Chinese foods. We all reach there very early because scare caught in a traffic jam because today got a One Fm concert at the Bukit Bintang there. Seem that still have times haha my brother, my sister' bf and my dad queue up to get a free Walls ice-cream meanwhile me and my lao gong go Low Yat buy the modulator. Along the way we go to Low Yat many ppl sale the flowers haha but i dunno why they so proud while taking just 1 flower they look like so proud haha me and my lao gong say haha like that oso want show off if is me i get 1 flower i better keep it and dun show it to ppl really sigh haha. Actually i really dun feel want to go there because we wear like that go there like very funny plus i dislike ppl looking at me like very weird haih but i have no choice. After that we having our dinner and it is the foods very delicious. After having the dinner all my aunty say wanna sing k but this hours really hard to book it because it is weekend and a special day but i try but unfortunately no more room at all so we go back my aunty hotel chit chatting until 11pm. So me and my lao gong go Little Tree meet Lok and Sue until 1.30am then only we go home.

I will use my 100% heart to love u until the end of our days

Taking the wine glass like our marry day haha

before going out
after going out

This few day i sleep very late ard 4am o 5am but i dunno why i wakeup so eraly at 10am cause me everyday oso feel headache like going to sick soon haih....Sunday morning just like normal need to iron all my family clothes then ard 3pm we go out. We go Lok house to meet them and they drive the car drop me and Sue at MV meanwhile they going to Sg Wang because my lao gong's modulator can't use it so they purposely go there and change. Actually today Sue's objective going there is want to buy a gift for Lok so we as their friend so for sure we go to help them 'pakat' lah. After they buy their thing they going to MV join us and we have a tea times at 6.30pm haha so weird right??? After that, we have a walk at The Gardens haha and u try a dress hmmm it oso can be a skirt. My lao gong when i wear it very nice and finally he buy it for me ^^ Friday just get my flowers today i still got gift to receive thats why i say if happy with him everyday oso is Valentine day and it is not ly special occasion can give gf gift hehe. And he ask me pay the dress by using his credit card and ask me to sign OMG i damn scare i sign wrong and nanti i kena lokap haha they all say i sth wrong and say wont so such serious but the cashiers they know that i not the owner and they laugh at me sigh maybe i dunno how to sign and when i sign it my hand is shaking so paiseh lah anyway thx lao gong. Then my lao gong go bek my home eat rice meanwhile they having dinner at outside when everybody is taken their dinner we go yumcha until 10pm sth we all agree to go back early because everybody is very tire...... Some of the pics i upload in my facebook free then take a look. THX

Do YOU believe it????

Yday my mum chat with my aunty then my aunty told my mum sth very weird and scary. My aunty say that last sunday she went to Sg Wang but her daughter did not go inside the wash room only my aunty go. When she go in she say there got a shop is selling those RM2 and RM5 de things n i keep thinking Sg Wang got such shop sell thise kind of things meh until nw still got mnay question marks in my mind haih dun k it 1st. Then she said when she go in all the toilet's doors is open and nobody inside. So she oso dun k and just go inside to pee so when she want go inside my aunty said she suddenly fell down like sth pushing behind her until she sit on the toilet floor then she tot is she din beware and is her fault. So she oso just 4get about it then continue to pee when she sit down, my aunty feel that sth behind her and make her turn here and thurn there until her face oso stick on the toilet wall then after that my aunty heard many ppl besides the toilet chatting and laugh. When she go oit there was no ppl inside the toilet and she ask my uncle whether got ppl go inside anot buy my uncle say no izit very scary do u believe it????
I have many question come from my mind 1stly is Sg Wang how come got a shop is sold RM2 and RM5 de things??? 2ndly is how come Sunday Sg Wang toilet dun have ppl usually i go on weekday oso got some ppl. Eeee nw i oso scare to go toilet when heard my aunty say that

so fan ah

Last few day i went to interview at Bukit Bintang there and this job i still thinking want to ccept it anot and this week i going to give them answer but until now i still cant make any decision because i waiting the MV there to cal m. Then ok lah today i see they call me i so happy but.....i feel weird how come this beauty centre got office near at MV and i try to call the HQ and ask in the end i get to know that if i been hire i need to go Hartamas there haih so disappointed and make my mind empty beacsue dunno what should i do now. I got ask some of my friends opinion, some say juz get experience some say too little for the payment and my lao gong and sister say go find other 1st if i not rush to want it. My lao gong got recommend me many many job all the payment oso is RM2000 above but i not dun wan accept it, i just scare i cant handle it tats y i worry because i do not have any experience haih really dunno how to describe de lah. Now i dunnoi should accept the bukit bintang job anot or just keep waiting sigh really make me cant sleep

how v celebrate???

2day i tot i can wakeup ard 9am but i over sleep dy until 11am ly wakeup. Actually 2day i plan to have a walk at MV to buy my lao gong de Valentine gift but until now i oso dunno want to buy what for him sigh so fan lah. In the end i din go because my lao gong ask me go his house to help her sister take care the baby because his sister 2day full moon and his mum go to hospital to do small surgery on her finger nail so i need to postpone my plan dy. I help his mum wash all the plates, bath lok yi, help baby wash her buttock when she 'bang sai' swt look like so bz and like dy marry like that but anyway i do so mnay things i din say i very angry or sad but in the opposite i feel happy hmmm....maybe i think he is my lao gong and i as his lao po i should do this kind of thing but of cause my lao gong so happy to c me do that and say thx to me wat lah u lao gong.

Then everyday we oso got discuss go where to celebrate our Valentine day haha and i ask him a very straight forward question is 'this year got buy flower for me anot' haha he say this year economy recession he dun wan buy flower plus we go HK dy use so much money dy haha in the end u know what he did??? So funny man he buy a flower to give me in the pet society game sweat lao gong u like that oso can ah. Haih got flowers or not mah like that or can be say that Valentine day or not we mah like that nth special. Even he din buy any gift or flowers to me i oso feel ok because how he treat me then ly is the most important thing plus flowers i oso received it more than 4 times so its ok lah haha just cincai have a dinner dy ok but at least not mamak stall lah haha.

Day=home , nitez=out

sigh i finally got panda eyes dy

This few weeks, me and my lao gong oos did not go out in the afternoon because we 2 everyday chat until 5am then 6am ly sleep so we feel very tire so we better stay at home and take our own sweet dreamz. Saturdaywe suppose plan to go MOS but i dunno why dun have the mood to go haih maybe i nt like last time likes that so crazy wanna to go but even i dun have the mood to go but i wont be so selfish. I dunno why approach my lao gong go with his brother and give him the opportunity to play and ask galz hp num and dance with them but i got remind him play is play but dun 4get me is ur lao po then ok dy. Haha i knew that if i din go my lao gong oso wont go because he cubbing i must always be with him and same with me without my lao gong i wont go clubbing with my friends so that day we 2 din go clubbing and cause his brother oso dun wan go haha now ly i realize i can influence ppl dun wan go here n there haha i so important in their heart ^^. Then actually we plab to go Little Tree yumcha but me n my lao gong told his brother that Station 1 got 1 leg lu so because of his brother sigh we need to go Station1 those suck place again. So we reach there ard 10pm OMG really very smelly i think go there every weeks i will die more faster because their compound they do not separate the smoking section and non smoking section wah our hair so busuk lah OMG really hate that cafe then lok and sue come ard 11pm and we go home ard 12.30am.

Today is Sunday as usual afternoon stay at home haha because we chat until morning. At nitez, i having dinner with his family at the Old Klang Road there but haih eat 1 dinner oso need to wait half an hour. We wait from 7.30pm until 8.15pm haih really hate this kind of situation. After dinner we go yumcha again, actually 2day alvin say want to go Leo but because i have a small gsthering with my primary classmate so we yumcha at Little Tree. That day my primary classmate ask me go yumcha at that Island cafe another seafood cafe sigh. When me and alvin go there we 2 feel like want to turn back because my friends all become seafood dy OMG. Then the weird thing is everyone know who is alvin, firstly i tot nobody will know him because he study until primary 4 then he shnage school dy but once he come in everyone knowhis name make me feel shock but in the opposite i together with them until primary 6 and i'm their class monitor they dare to say dunno who am I what the hell are them sigh. They ask alvin who m i izit i'm his gf what lah they all like tat oso can forget me i knew that i become more pretty dy but oso no nid like that cant recognize me at all. They all really change alot, make me feel very scare. Haha let me describe fingers nails long until like a ghost, hair golden than a gold fish, face fierce like wan to eat ppl, all their accessories is gold necklace what the hell lah. I really cant tahan lama if i stay at there so lucky my lao gong help me haha he really know what my heart thinking. He call me after half an hour at there so i oso pretend to tell them that i want to go home dy but the truth is i want chat with my old gang haha more relax and happy, aiyooo lao gong u really very clever know what i thinking and what i want really sayang u loh......

Monday haha is a last day for CNY haih so sad when this day coming in every years. So we go to MV ard 4pm because my lao gong say he want to see I touch and he told me that he want to buy. But lao gong i really disagree u to buy that i dun think it is very useful for ur future plus it is nt cheap. it cozt ard rm1000 juz buying the I touch if sth is worth i dun mind u spend 1000 to buy it so we go The Gardens and MV MacApple there survey. But that day we really want to argue with the worker in the MV there. My lao gong ask him' what the different between Itouch and Iphohe' If they really dun have the knowledge about that is ok juz say that they dunno about it but the way the worker explain to uz really make us hot tempered the guy answer ' soli no such question about Iphone at here' what the hell he talking, noth of the products also same company what cant sk this questio, the way he talk really very rude. Maybe he thought my lao gong still young cant buy this kind of thing, then i want told that stupid worker cant say or see or judge ppl through the appearnce or attirement but we wont calculative with this kind of ppl and we all agree that no wonder he still work at the shopping mall because he dun have the ability haha. After that alvin, ah mao me n my lao gong go to Starbucks have a drink to cool down ourselves then when we want to go out from the Starbucks we saw Naomi haha become more mature if compare with last tiem we study 2gether. Actually 2nitez lok say want to throw the mandarin orange at Tun Razak there so we oso agree to have a look and my naughty lao gong ask me to throw 1 maybe will find 1 guy what lah him so i wrote it and pit it in the plastic and alvin fetch me go to my lao gong house. So while lok n sue nt yet come so we oso play mahjong but unknowly the time pass so fast, it is ard 11pm but lok still nt yet come so in the end we din go and cancel it dy haih then i think i need to keep the mandarin orange and give my lao gong haha. Tot can go but in the ned lok late dy cause we all din go and we go mamak yumcha. The most weird thing happen is when i drinking my limau ice suddenly my hp rang and say that i throw the mandarin orange into the lake????? That time i feel so blur how come will like that, because firstly i din throw the mandarin orange secondly the orange that i wnat to throw din write my hp num i juz wrote my email address until now i still thinking and wondering who the ppl make so funny thing haih whatever lah......sigh!!!

drink some ice blended to cool down
1,2,3 smile^^

love u ya......

before going to throw i dy write it at home

bring it bek when we din go to throw

going to MV loo.......

2day i need to wakeup very early because i want o go interview at MV and Sg Wang there. Go interview of cause my lao gong will fetch me go because he dun wan me go by train n bus. So firstly i go MV interview and because the boss nt in so after fill up form i oso can go dy then i go Sg Wang there interview actually i quite interest in the position, i work as junior executive in advertising and promotion and after 6 months i be the leader the guide my junior 1 thing i dislike is the salary they offer to me. They juz give me rm1200 even i ask them give me rm1300 they oso dun wan to give me haih nw make me feel so fan. Everytime when i want to work and go interview sure have many thing happen haih maybe the ppl like me really cant work and 'ditakdir' be a housewife. Sigh nw so fan and thinking want to accept this job anot HELP ME!!!

going to interview...

lao gong u so tire ah u c i still can b a pig mouth

I had a bad day

2day i had a small arguement with my lao gong. This time really is my fault because i talk so loud with him and what h do iz for my own good but i din not appreciate it at all but in the opposite i scold him. Is like that de, my lao gong see me nth to do and he knew that my aunty asking me go his office to work so he ask his sister introduce some job for me because his sister know many ppl from different kind of industry. Then he call me say that his sister find a job at the Kelana Jaya for me and work as a PR in a media industry and the salary quite high oso. Suppose i should say thx for him but i not ly din say thankyou but i scold him that ' my thing no nid you care, i can handle all the things by myself without anyone help me and now even i do not work oso none of ur business and i have enough money to myself so u no nid ask ur sister or who else find for me even i want to find i can find myself '. Haha now when i think back i feel got a bit terrible treta him like that haih sorry lah lao gong i not intentionally to say that haha if u dun care me who care me woh haha sorry lah.

Then alvin going to my house 'bai nian'. So my lao gong did not come to my house he straight away wait me at the Little Tree. So alvin come ard 9.30pm and we ard 10pm go out haha 2day is a freedom day coz my lao gong not beside me i can smoking hehehehe damn happy and relax when i smoke but on that time i have a very weird feel that hmmm dunno how to describe it mybe can be ssay is a six sense haha. Then at the Kuchai Lama traffic light we stop at there and he cigarette is going to finish and i going to throw but sigh so bad luck do you know who i saw??? Really OMG and shit, my brother's car beside alvin car i think he dy saw me smoking haih so long time din smoke this kind thought can smoke 1 peaceful cigarette whose know met my brother pula haih i think next time i oso ny dare to do that dy loh sigh.......now i just scare he will told my mum and i think that time i sure die loh

What should i do now???????

Today early in the morning, i heard the conversation between my mum and my aunty. My aunty say that her company account clerk need to born baby so their company lack of ppl and they suggest me go there to work 2 months. Sigh i hate to work with my relative in the same company but my mum should understand me but she dun wan hurt my aunty and say ok to them hello mum now you are make me in trouble because you dun wan hurt their feeling but now what should i do. My aunty say they will give me RM1300 work from 8.30am until 5.30pm and my dad can fetch me go and back. Sigh now the problem not because of the salary or convenient now the problem is i do not want to work with them. And my mum say seem i nth to do now y don't i work there as part time and get some experience. I help them who help me if like tat i prefer to go outside work. Haih now i really dunno what should i do so 'fan'

hate ppl so reality

Dunno why i damn damn hate those ppl so reality. Because now is CNY sure many ppl come friends' house visit. Actually is ok if the friends are close with me i dun mind they come my house eat, drink and take ang pao the problem is dunno why every years i have many friends that i dunno know they very well even last time secondary school we are different class and not even talk. The most thing make me angry and always want to avoid is a guy called Mr. E. He can call me from 1st day of CNY until now and from afternoon until night and keep asking me "where r u", "2nitez i ome ur house take ang pao" sigh why this kind of ppl so reality and make me everyday he called me i try to avoid him by giving many reason haih.....Really so poor meh until want to do so and die oso want come ppl house because of that ang pao. Usually din see them contact me once CNY all the ppl dunno come from where oso contact me haih damn fucking this kind of ppl lah.

Getting Fat

Haih suddenly feel so sad when i stand in front of the mirror. Last time i dy try to on diet because of want to wear the cheongsam nowadays because of CNY my mum buy so many many cookies, every years my mum spend almost RM300 in buying the cookies not include my relatives so that can u imagine that my house got how many cookies??? Maybe i din work and always stay at home so i eat from the morning until midnight haha now ly feel regret haih but my mum say nvm CNY 1 year once ly after that then ly on die. I so hope that my lao gong say i very fat and ask me on diet but until now he din say anything and say can eat mean that i have the ' fuk hei' and should be happy. Sigh hear my lao gong say that dunno i should happy or sad. Haih dun care lah as long my lao gong still love me then dun care how ppl see lah.

Thx lao gong

Yesterday my lao gong fetch me go his house to see his sister's baby. First sight see the baby i very happy and have the impetuos to born 1 cute baby with my lao gong. This few day since last times i argue with him then nw he dy change a lots, i can say that he treat me more good and good, i'm so happy because what i say he really got listen. I know that i'm not a good gf but hehe i can say myself is a good lao po in ur future.

The baby so cute hehe love baby very much

Today i msn with my friend and she told me that she going back hometown within this week and won't come back to KL anymore. And i ask him what happen and she told me that she goint to breakup with his bf. Haih i feel so sad when heard she say that, they dy together 5 years and they actually plan next year get marry but all the things happen in a sudden i really dunno how to accept the fact between them. Sigh really many thing is out of our expectation and hard to say it now they really breakup le dunno y i will so sad maybe i oso scare that sane thing will happen to me hope this kind if thing wont happen in my life.