Getting Fat

Haih suddenly feel so sad when i stand in front of the mirror. Last time i dy try to on diet because of want to wear the cheongsam nowadays because of CNY my mum buy so many many cookies, every years my mum spend almost RM300 in buying the cookies not include my relatives so that can u imagine that my house got how many cookies??? Maybe i din work and always stay at home so i eat from the morning until midnight haha now ly feel regret haih but my mum say nvm CNY 1 year once ly after that then ly on die. I so hope that my lao gong say i very fat and ask me on diet but until now he din say anything and say can eat mean that i have the ' fuk hei' and should be happy. Sigh hear my lao gong say that dunno i should happy or sad. Haih dun care lah as long my lao gong still love me then dun care how ppl see lah.