Hesitation

Since last year, my hubby already start proposed with me. But i keep skipping my answer when everytimes he asked me. Until 2day, i know that i can't escape anymore,he already plan this year propose with me and next year will tie the knot. Now, their family already help him looking a new home, planning restaurant. What should i do right now? That day, his mum suddenly so direct asked me 'yee shan ah, loon said this year want to propose with you and next year marry, you have to discuss with your mother about this matter already because is lack of time where we need to do reservation 1 year before the actual day' I really get shocked when his mother asked me like that. That time, i only can keep quiet because i don't know what should i answer.

Should i say I DO or I DON'T? I really do not know that why so many thing come across my mind and totally lost direction at all. i don't know how to open my mouth and tell his family. I knew that my parents will disagree because they feel that both of us are still young, not yet mature at all even our working and income also not yet stable. But my hubby told me and asked me no need to worry all about this because in the future even i don't want to work there still have some income to come in every month. Haiz don't know, thinking if my parents don't allow what should and how should i tell his family about this bad bad news? After tell the, will it hurt their hope?

Actually my hubby consider a good guy, although sometime i felt he very childish, naughty and make me angry until last few weeks ago we fighting in the car (so syok)until our hand also lebam already. But sometime when he childish also very cute and funny where can make me laugh non stop, many 'fei hua' but sometime 'fei hua' also can make people happy because of his silly action. He really is a guy who treat me very very good. Argument will happened for everyones include me and you, so i think it is a very normal thing, but our argument will make our relationship become more close and closer. I can say and swear that i did not regret in this 3 yrs plus when 2gether with him.

Sometimes IF you do not know what happen in the future, i feel that it is a good thing for you. Many of them, hope to know how is their fortune in their future. But, i really don't think and disagree it is a good thing, it only will cause people more 'fan and fan'. Many peoples said that, i should said yes because not many peoples can get marry in this age, many peoples need to wait pak tor until 7 or 10 years when enough money only can get marry, i should feel happiness and happy when he want propose with me. Maybe if i do not know what will happen in my future maybe this year you guys already say congratulation to me and wait my invitation card. Nobody can help me in this decision making except myself, i have lack of time where the month of May is coming, i need to give them a answer in this 1 week. Haiz~~~~~~~~~~~

AUNTY你的胆子好大哦~~~

初六那天，他的哥哥的家举行了一个小型OPEN HOUSE他们的家有大约四至五位佣人可是他们都很忙，所以那天吃饱了我也不计较和他们收拾碗碟，抹桌子，把垃圾丢掉。可能我从小就不习惯有佣人服待我和从小我妈妈就教导我们吃饱了一定要把碗碟放在厨房里。过后就和他妈妈，弟弟，哥哥和他们的大嫂一起谈天。忽然间，来了一位很大胆的AUNTY来挑战他的妈妈。那aunty就问她们我是谁我们首先都不要澄清我是谁所以就欺骗她我是他们的妹妹也就是他妈妈的女儿。那aunty很开心和兴奋的问我有没有男朋友，可不可以给电话号码她因为她说她要介绍他的儿子给我认识，omg那时的我也已经傻掉了也不知该给什么反应，how come this will be happen?那aunty就问了很久可是我都没给他最后他妈妈就说我是他们的未来媳妇，wah omg another situation that shocked me and i totally stunt and don't know what should i say.可是那aunty还不死心还踩我的hubby几脚。还在他的妈妈的面前说‘你的儿子不够我的儿子厉害，我的儿子今年26岁就有能力买屋和买车了，他还是一位accountant,年轻又长得很帅，还说你的男朋友那么小只怎样保护我呢？我真的beh tahan her already and i answer 我就是喜欢他这样，不用紧我就是喜欢保护他。最后当她要回家的时候还问我‘美女，你要不要转码头，这男子不适合你的‘真的他妈的啊，如果她的儿子真得那么有本事，现在就不用再单身啦。哈哈哈我就告诉我的hubby要对我好一点哦，要不然我会被人抢走的哦哈哈哈~~~~

Gong Xi Fa Cai

First and foremost, I would like to wish all my friends Gong Xi Fa Cai and hope that this year (rabbit year) will bring them a good luck.

时间过的非常快， 等待一个多月的农历新年终于到临了，心情非常得开心和兴奋。这一年的新年好像有很多不愉快的心情发生.年二十九晚， 因为我答应我的hubby晚上会和他一起走走，然后dinner和他看电影。就是因为我做我的指甲做迟了把整个计划都spoil了。那当然有点不爽和no mood所以就吵架了。年除夕下午就陪他一起看看店里的鞋店， 可是最后还是买不到。下午五时的我又要去吃团圆饭可是我又要给人洗头结果我和我的hubby和好了却和我的爸妈吵架。他们就说为什么我没有时间的观念，又说知不知道有多重要连你的堂姐都从荷兰回来吃团圆饭。我很生气就说我才不希罕要和他们一起吃因为就算我们有多好都是会被他们说是非的啦所以我才不管。结果，我还是很勉强的去那个就酒家可是就要麻烦我的hubby了。

这一年的新年真的很静，就完全不像新年。可是没有我的姐姐陪伴着我过新年真的蛮不习惯。在这新年，我就好像很空闲看电影所以啊全部都看了7788咯！






初六开工了， 我的同事很多都还放假HAIZ REALLY NO MOOD TO WORK。MOOD已经么没了，当我们去HQ ANNUAL LUNCH 时，当我们出来全部的食物都没了，那我们该吃什么呢？搞到我更没有MOOD了。还好有一件事情让我们大家都有mood就是老板5pm就叫我们回家。yeah yeah yeah~~~