Hesitation

Since last year, my hubby already start proposed with me. But i keep skipping my answer when everytimes he asked me. Until 2day, i know that i can't escape anymore,he already plan this year propose with me and next year will tie the knot. Now, their family already help him looking a new home, planning restaurant. What should i do right now? That day, his mum suddenly so direct asked me 'yee shan ah, loon said this year want to propose with you and next year marry, you have to discuss with your mother about this matter already because is lack of time where we need to do reservation 1 year before the actual day' I really get shocked when his mother asked me like that. That time, i only can keep quiet because i don't know what should i answer.

Should i say I DO or I DON'T? I really do not know that why so many thing come across my mind and totally lost direction at all. i don't know how to open my mouth and tell his family. I knew that my parents will disagree because they feel that both of us are still young, not yet mature at all even our working and income also not yet stable. But my hubby told me and asked me no need to worry all about this because in the future even i don't want to work there still have some income to come in every month. Haiz don't know, thinking if my parents don't allow what should and how should i tell his family about this bad bad news? After tell the, will it hurt their hope?

Actually my hubby consider a good guy, although sometime i felt he very childish, naughty and make me angry until last few weeks ago we fighting in the car (so syok)until our hand also lebam already. But sometime when he childish also very cute and funny where can make me laugh non stop, many 'fei hua' but sometime 'fei hua' also can make people happy because of his silly action. He really is a guy who treat me very very good. Argument will happened for everyones include me and you, so i think it is a very normal thing, but our argument will make our relationship become more close and closer. I can say and swear that i did not regret in this 3 yrs plus when 2gether with him.

Sometimes IF you do not know what happen in the future, i feel that it is a good thing for you. Many of them, hope to know how is their fortune in their future. But, i really don't think and disagree it is a good thing, it only will cause people more 'fan and fan'. Many peoples said that, i should said yes because not many peoples can get marry in this age, many peoples need to wait pak tor until 7 or 10 years when enough money only can get marry, i should feel happiness and happy when he want propose with me. Maybe if i do not know what will happen in my future maybe this year you guys already say congratulation to me and wait my invitation card. Nobody can help me in this decision making except myself, i have lack of time where the month of May is coming, i need to give them a answer in this 1 week. Haiz~~~~~~~~~~~