No mood feel so harassment

This few days we every night oso got go out yumcha with lok and sue because discussing about our trip. So finally we dy make a decision in this coming May we going to Pulau Redang for 3 days 2 nights just cost us RM550 per person including air flight, meals and activities so cheap if compare with going to Taiwan i think better go local 1st then next time ly plan to the other places. Seem we all dy make a decision and suddenly 2day after i went to my Starhills' interview my lao gong's sister say try to help me find a good job with good salary at her company but for sure got rules and regulation which are in this half year i can't take any leaves OMG if like that how we want to go Redang Island??? They all ask me take MC by pretending i'm not feeling well walao really wnat me die meh i think once i open my mouth the doctor dy know that i'm nth wrong with me because ask me acting i really will laugh and feel sorry to myself haha. Now i really don't know what can i do, i do not want people say me do not have the responsibilty when working and not serious. Hmm maybe i really very playful just like play is more important than work in my life. So now i want find a way that which of these i oso can make it. Means that i can go Redang but on the same time i oso can get the work and take leave but i know in this world many thing is just we think and hope and it is impossible will b success. Because me and my lao gong every year oso will go travel but last year we just went to Genting Highlands but went there oso cost us RM800 including hotel and eat but this time go Redang is much more cheaper than we go Genting so why don't we just go and enjoy??? But seem like many thing cannot settle make me so confusing and worry. 2day we need to make the air flight payment dy because Mas airlines is doing their last day promotion so we must settle on time. But i really feel so sorry because of me i make them so worry and harass. Now i try to tell his sister about it and i hope GOB BLESS ME and both of these will be make it in successfully.